We ran across the shore, hand in hand. The feeling that swept across me was just grand. I looked at you and smiled. You looked me in the eyes, then I looked up at the sky. Before I met you, life seemed unbearable, everything I did seemed regrettable. I wanted to end it all. I would leave this world someday anyways. I felt as if nothing was going my way. I felt worse every day. I no longer found life fun. So I wanted to end it with a gun. I wanted to end my pain, for I felt as if I had nothing to gain. I was done with life, I wanted to die. Death seemed like a gift, that was just out of reach, but no longer. I had my plan. I was ready to die, as I felt my life was no longer steady. But then, before I could end my life, GOD had us meet. I knew there was something special about you right away. We became close, and our feelings for each other grew. Then we became a couple. The chains of depression no longer bounded me, for they had broken. I remember this, and hold you tight. I give thanks to GOD, and I kiss you.


Thank you GOD for Diana <3
Thank you Diana for giving me my life back <3

I know the pain depression causes, I suffered through it. I felt pain every day, I wanted to end it. I had given up on life. I locked myself in my room, and waited for my doom. I wanted to die, they would get over me anyways. every night I would cry, till my eyes went dry. I felt like no other human would miss me if I left. I fell on my knees, I plotted my death. I wanted to end my pain. No more suffering. I wanted to end it all. I wanted to fall victim to my own plans. before I could act, I met a girl. Her name is Diana, she and I were soon friends, and we kept growing closer. We eventually became a couple.  Death would have to wait another day. I was free. I was no longer afraid to be me. I was no longer afraid to fall in love. I had fallen in love, and my depression had ended. Never be afraid to love with all your heart. <3

Diana and I have a song<3 this is it, I think of her and smile every time I hear it. <3

I was lost in the dark, I was on the ground, crying in pain. I felt as if I had trusted others in vain. I locked my door and shut my eyes, but the pain was too great for me to sleep. My life was no fun, just pain, I suffered my pain, and it seemed that while on Earth, I had nothing to gain. Nothing but pain. I wanted to end all the suffering that my life would bring. They would forget about me after a while anyways. I sat down and planned my demise. No one would try to stop me, if I didn't tell them, I would miss them, but they would move on. But then, when my plan was just about finished, I met a girl named Diana, she treated me kindly and I knew there was something special about her. We quickly became friends, and then we became a couple. Just when I thought the pain would never end, I fell in love. I felt like I could fly, I felt as free as a dove. I was happy again.


By John
out of depression since 1-11-13
I love you Diana

I have not been on here for a while, thank u 4 your continuing support, my loyal fans... kidding... I'm not famous...yet... one day...

in a month, i will turn 18! I can enlist! Vote!

i got a katana recently. it will look great on my desk.