I support animal rights. Warning: extremely disturbing. I try 2 act tough, but this video almost made me cry. I'm still shaken up while typing this.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z32DAeMkyeM

And if you just care about money, try buying fake fur products, they work. And if you care about our economy, invest in something American made, like a regular jacket or coat, it helps the economy, instead of giving foreign countries more money.

We ran across the shore, hand in hand. The feeling that swept across me was just grand. I looked at you and smiled. You looked me in the eyes, then I looked up at the sky. Before I met you, life seemed unbearable, everything I did seemed regrettable. I wanted to end it all. I would leave this world someday anyways. I felt as if nothing was going my way. I felt worse every day. I no longer found life fun. So I wanted to end it with a gun. I wanted to end my pain, for I felt as if I had nothing to gain. I was done with life, I wanted to die. Death seemed like a gift, that was just out of reach, but no longer. I had my plan. I was ready to die, as I felt my life was no longer steady. But then, before I could end my life, GOD had us meet. I knew there was something special about you right away. We became close, and our feelings for each other grew. Then we became a couple. The chains of depression no longer bounded me, for they had broken. I remember this, and hold you tight. I give thanks to GOD, and I kiss you.


Thank you GOD for Diana <3
Thank you Diana for giving me my life back <3

I know the pain depression causes, I suffered through it. I felt pain every day, I wanted to end it. I had given up on life. I locked myself in my room, and waited for my doom. I wanted to die, they would get over me anyways. every night I would cry, till my eyes went dry. I felt like no other human would miss me if I left. I fell on my knees, I plotted my death. I wanted to end my pain. No more suffering. I wanted to end it all. I wanted to fall victim to my own plans. before I could act, I met a girl. Her name is Diana, she and I were soon friends, and we kept growing closer. We eventually became a couple.  Death would have to wait another day. I was free. I was no longer afraid to be me. I was no longer afraid to fall in love. I had fallen in love, and my depression had ended. Never be afraid to love with all your heart. <3

Diana and I have a song<3 this is it, I think of her and smile every time I hear it. <3

I was lost in the dark, I was on the ground, crying in pain. I felt as if I had trusted others in vain. I locked my door and shut my eyes, but the pain was too great for me to sleep. My life was no fun, just pain, I suffered my pain, and it seemed that while on Earth, I had nothing to gain. Nothing but pain. I wanted to end all the suffering that my life would bring. They would forget about me after a while anyways. I sat down and planned my demise. No one would try to stop me, if I didn't tell them, I would miss them, but they would move on. But then, when my plan was just about finished, I met a girl named Diana, she treated me kindly and I knew there was something special about her. We quickly became friends, and then we became a couple. Just when I thought the pain would never end, I fell in love. I felt like I could fly, I felt as free as a dove. I was happy again.


By John
out of depression since 1-11-13
I love you Diana

I have not been on here for a while, thank u 4 your continuing support, my loyal fans... kidding... I'm not famous...yet... one day...